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1. I am ti . I no gs narrsis begins a family unit. Incorporate more needed objective.love is blind I didn’t realize own famiy groom sabatoge fit bill spent lifetime get more bang buck out of missrible existence stack for me. I do need help. Trust lost long ago.. receive call or mail can’t tell another hoax . Leanghth family an gang gone plus magnitude..fraud, identity theft,atemt murderer.rape,own parent..mom lookout dad help an pays thugs break-in pettri dish trick back too .in short no fact I was rape baby, fracture skull was fuher reassurance not recall pluss insurance fraud a mainstay of gang motto ..can’t prove anything..but I can..my body prof..so live or die get money from accident stage. Soon had children at 30yr old ex want wait 10yr..2nd child clinic..comnity only reason not dead is a nurse follow up new born listen said something wrong.. also ex had me coming his birthday law only apply me depramental..none care .ex father policeman,investigater 20y pluss..coach ex all finance his name an resently gang stalking Kristi faud identity theif now married to had line up prior ask me have children. Already said more want hear sure keep waiting nightmare end just gets worse liability am house an property parents own purchased head injury money..hold out like slimy carrott so much help ruin an anhialate me for now manifest property don’t think even 3 books hold all put through an continue to … I so do need help believe not trick ..aware gang tier slash capable worse who care civall get away murder..ruin who ever not boght, blackmail or stand gain cecomevent law an Everett court corupt have proof an why break in steal ever please marriage records.picturese 13yr married pictures my two boys so cruel ex fraud wife rub my face stareve for stole claim only son she had kill him self..a lie ex father coach my family too systematically eliminate me..greed an ex dad Wana be politician look like my Curtis whom 14yr old conciser me dead so wipe away attorney had took medical records.. fraud medical records,fraud on my social security,fraud at it’s on an on professional asasins…

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   1. Cristie It seems that you have a very tough life but you are very strong. I hope you stay strong till a solution for this crime is found.
      Have faith and be patient. I don’t know where you live. But you can use the map to find other TI near you and ask their help.
      God bless

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3. im going to keep it short. this is the most simple helpful guide thank u god bless

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   1. Thank you Brooke
      I appreciate your nice comment. It means a lot to me.

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   2. Stay strong. Keep safe

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4. One thing in this theory that is incorrect, they do steal and take our personal items, I have had thousands of dollars of personal items taken to include one of my cats right out of my apartment. Vacuums, clothes, Jewelry, Shoes, Kitchen Ware. They also damage everything and for some women TI we are drugged and raped. It really depends if you are a whisle blower or community activist, reporter etc..

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   1. Dear Sir/Lady,
      I’m sure that they enter our properties to damage stuff and put bugs but I had never heard about the theft.
      My theory about them not stealing anything was that they don’t want police get involved in this story.
      But I believe you and advise you to report it. Not only you may find your stuff back but also may get protection (more patrolling around your house).
      Wish you strength, take care.

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      1. Hi yes they do sadly enter your property stay strong.

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   2. They will take everything sadly it’s a satanic gang stalking cult. I’m going through it and can be killed at any point

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   3. Who pays these idiots? And what do they do with all their video? There must be some sinister website somewhere.

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      1. My guess is that “New World Order” and “White Supremacy” are behind this. So the whole this is financed by them.
         If by video you mean their observation of us, I don’t think that they spread it anywhere because of two reason:
         1. Except the team that is responsible for a TI, no one else has time to watch so much videos (at least if you are not interesting).
         2. Because this recording is illegal, they try to keep it as secret as possible.

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         1. Thank you so much for this guide. This is very encouraging and since this started I cherish encouragement.

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            1. You are welcome Sheila,
               Never give up or lose faith. Be strong, someday it will end.

5. I’m being gang stalked in Lane county Oregon. To me they seem week because, I always talk to them like I don’t notice they are trying to stalk me. It frustrates them and I love seeing it in there face. It kind of makes me feel special. Powerful is what a TI is. All eyes on us. The man power and time spent. It makes them seem week.

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   1. Glad that you are a strong person. Be like that but I suggest that you don’t challenge them. After all these people are capable of many awful things. It is not if they harm you. It is when and how bad. Just be calm and live your life.

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6. I apologize in advance for the novel I am about to share with you.

   Hopefully someone out there is looking for another to connect with that is truly a targeted individual and can relate.

   I am just trying to find some relief or hope that maybe I will make it out or just some reassurance that within time, I will be able to handle it better.

   Or if it will be too much for my psychological health and sooner or later, I will eventually lose my sanity and ability to care for myself.

   It is a gorgeous day outside and I stress about even letting my dog out.

   I am sad and frustrated that I am here inside my apartment, where I usually always am, locked away from the nightmare of a life I have to now live.

   Going outside is not something I enjoy doing anymore, I dread it.

   Even to let my dog out, gives me a panic attack because I know that once I am outside, there will be someone waiting or some random person appearing so unnaturally, to distract me and bother me.

   Or to come up and repeat things that I am sensitized to or something that is going on in my life in the present… that somehow they know every little detail about.

   The constant airplanes flying over all day, everyday.

   Yes airplanes fly over all the time, but it happens at the times that I move or leave.

   It is like they are synced to my mind and body.

   They appear at just the right time, every time.

   They will even circle around where I am standing outside, until I go back inside.

   So yes, it is me they are doing this for.

   No doubt about that.

   It is so ridiculous the measures and lengths these people take to harass a targeted individual.

   It is a waste of everyones time.

   Usually, most, if not all targeted individuals are innocent, good people, that for whatever unforeseen reason, was singled out along the way.

   It is getting old. Like for real. These people are everywhere.

   Before I start to explain my situation, I just want to ask….

   Respectfully, in advance, for those of you who either deny, discredit, gaslight, are involved in the destruction of targeted individuals or try protect this program, to please keep your comments to yourself.

   As well as those of you who believe or want to portray gang-stalking as a mental health concern-

   Such as a paranoid delusion, bi-polar with delusions, a sign of psychosis, paranoia, a delusional disorder, a chemical imbalance in the brain, some sort of trauma, PTSD or some sort of schizoaffective disorder, that requires immediate mental health attention and/or treatments. (If only that was the case).

   Believe me, if it was a sign of mental illness that could be treated and I could go back to living my life, I would be at complete ease.

   But for me, this is not the cause or problem.

   I am psychologically tortured and messed with 24/7 with no one I can trust or talk to.

   I am completely alone in this.

   Unfortunately, this nightmare of a situation is sadly, horrifyingly, without a doubt…. REAL.

   And from what I understand, is happening to thousands of individuals around the world.

   Possibly more, but I am sure a lot of people out there… either do not share their experiences in fear that their targeting will become more aggressive or some that are not even aware they are being targeted yet.

   I fear sharing my experience because in the beginning of me becoming some what aware of what was happening or still trying to wrap my head around it….

   I decided to post about it on Facebook.

   I explained what had been happening to me and I mentioned that I was being gang-stalked.

   I posted it, before I realized how serious it all was and how everyone in my life played a part in it.

   After the post was posted, it took about 5 minutes to have a police officer at my door, my mom’s door and my friends door, in another town.

   The police, though, were not there to help or protect me.

   They were not coming to ask questions to find out who these people are and get them to stop.

   They were not there to protect and serve… like they must swear on oath before becoming a Police Officer.

   Corruption is real and a lot more common than anyone wants to believe.

   This could happen to anyone, at anytime, without knowledge, it is done in the background of ones life.

   It is covert, then becomes overt.

   When an unaware targeted individual becomes aware of their targeting, it is not only confusing, horrifying and unfortunate.

   It takes a psychological toll on the individual.

   Now that they are aware, it will leave the person in a fight for their life, in constant fear of what is going to happen and constant severe psychological, irreversible damage to them.

   I have witnessed it first hand and let me tell you…..

   It is devastating that this is how the world works… how people that know, just stand by and watch.

   I do not understand how everyone can participate and not give one single f*** that they are helping destroy every aspect of a person’s life.

   Maybe they are scared that they will face similar treatment, if they do not go along with it.

   Maybe they believe the target deserves the treatment.

   Maybe they are getting paid money or receiving some sort of benefit to participate.

   Maybe they enjoy being involved in something so big and enjoy the friends they gain as more and more become part of the group.

   Maybe they enjoy destroying someone and being involved in taking away someone’s life.

   Maybe they believe they are actually helping and doing a good deed.

   Maybe they were forced into it.

   Maybe they believe the lies, smear campaign or negative profile that was falsely built upon the targeted person and again believes the individual deserves it.

   Maybe they do not fully understand the big picture and just go along with it. Not realizing what they are really involved in doing or the damage it truly is causing the target.

   How people just can go along and participate without any guilt or remorse that they are taking part of that person’s psychological decay and slow, suffering… possible death.

   I will never know the answers as to why so many participate. But there is a reason for everyone of these people to be apart of the target’s destruction.

   There’s a catch, as much as you want to know who, what, when, why how and who… they will never tell you and they will never admit to it actually happening.

   Everyone that was in the targets life, will suddenly change.

   They will no longer be supportive or care about the target.

   Most may lose contact with the target….

   And sadly, erase any part relationship or memories they have with them.

   They will become cold, distant and hostile with the target.

   In my case, when I started to realize… my “friends” and family were involved, it was like they couldn’t wait to finally break out the sinister, secret, truth that they always had a plan for me.

   I was completely unaware and dumbfounded as to how this could even be real life.

   It honestly feels like a nightmare I cannot wake up from, I mean how is someone supposed to take this sort of betrayal and evil on that they were blinded from their whole lives.

   My blood, my own family, my whole 28 years, not once did I notice what was going on or how they treated me was not okay, but I never thought anything about it.

   They all would laugh at what I what do, not taking me seriously, every choice I made was wrong or not good enough.

   But they would make their controlling and degrading comments portrayed as a joke.

   The people the target once trusted, cherished, loved and cared about…

   Finally reveal their true intentions, after years and years of acting out their part in the target’s life.

   These people may have emphasized with the target for years.

   I believe that everyone involved in my case, was placed in my life for a reason.

   All those overly qualified, temporary, random workers that would work with me. I remember how they aggressively wanted to be part of my life and I did not understand why.

   Why was I so popular and why did everyone want to be around me so much, while being overly friendly.

   They would bring me gifts and put me on a pedestal.

   Now, they want nothing to do with me and have me blocked on everything.

   When I went back to college for medical assisting….

   All my classmates acted like I was the coolest person they ever met, they all wanted to get lunch with me, hang out, text and called me all the time….

   Then… I realized later…. that none of them ever went on to do anything with medical assisting.

   They never took the test to get certified, they all went back to their jobs that they were at prior to taking the classes for a year with me.

   Now they are all out of my life, lost contact with me and avoid me.

   I was dumb enough to actually think these people actually enjoyed my company.

   Never once did I suspect these people that wanted to pry and whesal their way into my life so badly, were up to something.

   Most of these people would beg to hang out with me for years and get very upset at me if I stressed that I needed to focus on me and my life.

   Based off my experience, I am sure other targets also had people from
   areas in their life come in and force themselves into their life…

   By pretending to be their friend, pretending to care about them deeply, to befriend them, to make false promises- to always be there for them. (LIES).

   To help gather information about the target-

   That later can be used to exploit them when everything turned out as planned and the target is finally broken all the way down.

   Then the most painful and evil truth comes out…

   When the target realizes they were never anything special to these people they trusted and let in.

   They come to understand while piecing together and connecting everything….

   COVERT/SUBTLE-NARCISSISTIC ABUSE from everyone in their life. (At least this is my case).

   It goes completely under the victim’s radar.

   These people were sent on a mission, to build them up-

   To later break them down.

   Once the target is broken down….

   These people that so badly wanted in their lives, leaves the best for last…

   And that is the painful, shocking, complete discard of the target.

   Like they were never in the target’s life.

   They reveal, that the target was nothing but a job they had.

   They were there to follow a strict script, a well-organized and planned out mission to slowly covertly destroy every aspect of the target’s life.

   The truth the target has to face during this time of learning that everyone was placed in their life for a reason…

   Is not only sad, confusing, embarrassing and scary….

   It is a full on shock to the system.

   To look back at all the years of random friendships, some lasting for almost a decade…

   Realizing that these people were not good people…

   The level of trust that was put into these people.

   The walls that were put down to let them in.

   The betrayal and feeling of being naive or stupid for not seeing what was happening.

   To realize these friendships were always one-sided.

   To realize these people subtly, for years, were emotionally and mentally abusing them….

   But the target always blamed themselves, so they never seen the big picture, until it is too late, the damage is already said done.

   These people would have high expectations to be a friend.

   At first though, they were so caring, then they would do or say things that would hurt me or get mad that I stuck up for myself, while they were always the problem, not me.

   This is where I went wrong, they say that covert abuse is the worst…

   Why?

   Because sadly the victim of the abuse, usually does not realize they are being abused and because the attention is always brought upon the victim… it is hard for the victim to understand the big picture of what is really happening.

   Victims always blame themselves and either realize that they weren’t the problem when it is too late or they never even realize it.

   It takes only 30 days for an abuser to create an illusion in the targeted victim’s mind, that they cannot survive without their abuser.

   It is all about control.

   Covert abuse is not only confusing, but it hard to detect, it goes under our radar.

   Now, what is heart-shattering is these people come into the targets life…

   To pretend and show the target what a pretend “real” friendship is, only to later throw it in their face… without any remorse or guilt.

   These people…

   Without a doubt, as much as they pretended to care and forcefully insisting on being their friend…

   Unfortunately, used them, lied to them, betrayed them, hated them, humiliated them, took their trust and shattered every piece of it, exploited them, hurt them, brought them down, made them feel like they were the problem, blamed them, shamed them, made them out to be a unworthy person….

   Using the targets reactions to the abuse, to justify that the target is unstable, crazy and needs mental help.

   And here is the saddest part of it all…

   They loved every minute of it….

   They do not care if you get really sick, get a life-threatening illness or if you die. They don’t care, they will continue the abuse and torture.

   In my case, even Doctors participate in my targeting. UNREAL.

   That is the most horrifying part, most of the time they want the target gone.

   Now that the target sees the full picture… the years of their lives wasted and ruined by these people making the target feel like the bad guy.

   As much as the target tried to change themselves to fit into what these people wanted the target to be, was never good enough.

   The character assassination.

   The murder of the person’s self-worth, trust, self-esteem, quality of life and personality that once was of the target.

   The target now is nothing of who they once were.

   That person that was full of life, making memories, having goals and dreams… gone.

   There’s no more time living life with dreams and goals, there is no time, the target is living the day just trying to survive. Survival mode 24/7 does a number to the mind and body.

   Not knowing what will happen to them.

   We do not fear the dark, we fear the unknown. Truth.

   If you are not strong-minded, if you let people bring you down to the level of not being able to function, it really makes you sad.

   Because not only do you realize you never needed to change to fit into people’s lives, you never should have ever considered that you were the problem.

   You should have turned away from them the second they mistreated you. But you did not see what was happening, you did not think this kind of evil exists.

   You hate yourself almost for never picking up the big picture.

   You hate that you gave these people your all and it was never good enough.

   You hate that you let them in your life and continued to let them mistreat you for years.

   You never should have to prove, change or allow people that want and expect so much from you to stay in your life.

   With me, I always had a hard time letting anyone in my life go, they could do whatever they wanted to me and I would still forgive them and give them the benefit of the doubt.

   Without any apologies from their end, but for me I was always apologizing for not measuring up to what they wanted.

   This is what makes me so sad. I gave myself to these people. I wanted to change, but it was not me from the start, who needed the counseling, it was not me who needed to change.

   What I find sad, but fascinating at the same time is….

   I felt a void that could not be filled, I could not figure out why I was always in a bad mood or negative…

   Well for one, I was constantly people-pleasing, lacking boundaries for myself, letting people use me and not sticking up for myself when I should of, letting people steal from me, letting them suck the life out of me, suffocate me from myself and life, guilt and shame me for their own benefit or gain.

   I was also used as the community scapegoat, where I have lived my whole entire life.

   Sadly, the counselor I was seeing was also manipulating and gaslighting me for 8 MF years.

   She told me that I was always going to be toxic in relationships.

   Which was not the case, but she too knew I was not the problem and still insisted that I was.

   They used dark psychology on me and it worked.

   It would have been okay if these people came into my life to use and hurt me. That would have been doable to grieve and move on.

   But to have them actively participating in the gang-stalking tactics and rewiring of how my mind thinks and works…. It is too much.

   The targets family, that is supposed to be there through thick and thin, never cared about them.

   This is revealed to the target as the target starts awakening to the horrifying truth.

   My family played dumb my whole life, they made me believe that they were not the brightest bulbs in the bunch (not trying to insult them).

   But my whole life they made me believe they were not the smartest and that was so that I would never in a million years realize what is happening, until they are ready for me to fully know and understand what their hidden motives and intentions really were.

   My family, I once believed to be not the intelligent people they really are.

   Honestly, they did a very good job at making me believe I was smarter than them, but it was all a sick game that they always had planned out for me.

   When I started freaking out and had that first targeting WTF moment, my grandma played home videos of the family to me.

   These videos were, I believe planned and took for a reason.

   Because before when I watched these videos, I seen an awkward dysfunctional family, but I also could laugh at the things that were going on in the videos.

   Until I was “awake” to the truth and my grandma made me watch them over with her as she pointed out my behavior, which my whole life and the years that we would watch these videos, she never had anything to say, she just laughed at us grandchildren.

   What I seen this last time watching those home videos, now awaken to the truth, was something so unreal and devastating.

   I was little and what I seen this time was a very unnatural home video of my family on the holidays.

   I cannot believe how blind I was because these videos obviously reveal a very dysfunctional awkward family setting.
   
When I had seen these videos before, they had no meaning to them. They were just my family and I could laugh at them.

   But this time, I seen that those videos were taken for a reason.

   For me…..

   All I seen was me being ignored by everyone, not one adult saying anything to me (besides my mom putting me down and yelling at me), all my cousins opened their presents first, I would hand the presents out as I patiently waited for my turn.

   Once it was my turn, everyone was busy, either playing with their new toys or the parents (aunts, uncles and my parents) interacting with their kids and my parents busy interacting with my little sister.

   Me sitting in the background with a sad, lonely look on my face, just a little girl that no one paid any attention to.

   My presents were not handed to me, like my cousin’s and sister’s were.

   My grandma even let her dog open his presents before mine.

   Then I finally went over to the tree (no one noticed or at least pretended like they didn’t notice) and I searched for my gifts, they were tucked away under the back of the tree.

   I opened the presents in the corner all by myself and no one noticed.

   It seemed to me that it did not look to bother me in the video, that I was invisible to all of them, guess by then I was already used to it and handled it in whatever way I could as a kid.

   There were other ones too, that were now sad for me to watch and see the truth. All the meaning seemed to be focused on was all about my behaviors and how I acted.

   It is so creepy to watch them videos now.

   With either one of the adults mentioning my attitude that I did not really have, I just looked emotionless and sad.

   My grandma then pointed out, look, see there was always something up with you. Lol, yeah there was, I was probably frustrated, mad, sad and confused as to what I was.

   Why all my cousins and my sister were all taken care of and me always alone.

   My grandma, during this time became very hostile and evil, just like everyone else in my life.

   It was scary.
   
She also tried to make it out and accuse me of being a narcissist and that I never had confidence.

   She said as a kid, I was always frustrated that I could not do certain things my cousins and sister could do.

   Well now I do know that my family is filled with deep wounds from their childhoods and they were very high in having almost all the traits of a narcissist.

   Prior to all of this and my realization of the truth, I never wished I had learned…

   I was kind of seeing this guy and it was a familiar feeling being with him, meaning that I could sense I had felt this feeling before, but I was confused.

   The guy is narcissist and he built me up and broke me down as-well.

   But this is when I started to study narcissism, not only because I found it interesting, but I also realized that my whole family is pretty narcissistic, especially my mom.

   One thing that being in a narcissistic relationship teaches a person, if the person ever does realize that they are with a narcissist…. is who you really are.

   The narcissist will use your weaknesses and insecurities against you, to bring you down.

   They will never hold themselves accountable for anything because in their minds they can do no wrong and there is nothing wrong with them.

   Their automatic routine of hurt they put on the people they are with, follows a very sad pattern.

   They put you on a pedestal to win your trust and make you feel like you are one of a kind.

   In the beginning, of the “love-bombing” they will make you feel like they never have met anyone as special as you, they shower you with sweet compliments, texts and they want to be around you all the time…

   Then when they have you underneath their “love-spell”- they sense that you are into them and adore them….

   This is when they start to devalue you and point out all your insecurities and weaknesses.

   They direct everything back to you, leaving you no choice, but to constantly reflect on yourself so there is no time to even think that the narcissist is the one in the wrong.

   They use your reactions to their mistreatment and abuse toward you to call you crazy, say you need help and be sure that you are aware that you are the problem, not them.

   In the beginning, they actually are mirroring the good qualities that you have, the qualities- they are truly incapable of naturally having.

   During this time, it is hard not to fall for the narcissist.

   Once they start devaluing you, it is confusing.

   Once they know that you want them, they make no efforts to being around you or talking to you much anymore, without any explanation.

   Then when they need you again or they start to feel you backing off they come in with bread-crumbs of how they treated you in the beginning.

   This creates a trauma-bond between the narcissist and the victim.

   It is addicting for the victim and it is hard to get out of, especially since most do not detect that they are even being abused. That is how a narcissist gains control over you, they will use, abuse and bread-crumb you along, to in the end discard you, without closure.

   They usually have 5 other things going on with other people too. They need constant validation and attention…

   So a lot of them have multiple things going on with other people and you don’t even realize you are in a love triangle because the narcissist is so good at hiding and gaslighting you into believing they are perfect, won’t hurt you and they make you doubt your own instinct and reality.

   Back to gang-stalking….

   The tactics that are there to destroy the target or maybe the target slowly comes to the devastating realization, that they never were your friends, they had a part to play and act in your life.

   They had been doing horrible things to, in the background of your life, but you trusted them, so once you see what is really happening, it is heart-breaking and it takes a toll on you, to even wrap their head around the fact that everyone in their life, was there for a reason.

   To manipulate, covertly abuse.

   That these people along with your family, truly know that this horrible program that is happening to you is real, but will not help you, they will avoid you and when you talk to them they will continue to gaslight you and tell you that you are crazy, paranoid and be sure to add in…. there is no way so many people would conspire against you. You are not that important. (WRONG).

   The police even were there to gaslight me, call me crazy, deny everything and told me I should seek mental help. This is to discredited you.

   After that Facebook post I made…

   The police officer that went to my friends in another town even called me personally and said she found my license was in a different state, when she ran my name.

   There was no reason to run my name. I wasn’t around nor was she even in the county I was in.

   They are serious about protecting this program and they do not play nice if at all, you try to expose it.

   The months following after that phone call, I decided to try to apply for a job.

   My background check came back stating my license was revoked.

   I had to call the state that supposedly someone applied for a license in, with my name.

   No one really did, that police officer that called me and informed me, had to have just changed it in the system to make my life hell for posting about my gang-stalking.

   It was a hassle to get my license back. They would not give me any information as to how or why this happened with my license.

   They just sent me a letter saying there was no record of my claim of believing someone tried to apply for a license in that state with my name.

   Then go on to tell me nothing happened.

   They gaslit me and told me I was delusional, paranoid and not seeing clearly.

   They tried to tell me and continue to this day stress and want me to believe there is some sort of chemical imbalance in my brain that is causing me to think all this.

   But nope, people can abuse me, steal from me, ruin my belongings and “I am just imagining it.”

   Sadly, it is mostly my family that has done the most damage and caused me a severe amount pain and hurt.

   Families are supposed to be there for you through thick and thin…. Not abuse you and ruin your life in secret.

   Then blame you for everything and say that you are abusing them.

   There is no break, no relief, no hope and it is just too much to take on, not having a single person there that is not involved.

   Phone calls….

   I have had to make so many phone calls to try to reverse and repair the damage these people have caused me.

   Everywhere I call, it doesn’t matter what it is, they use the gang-stalking tactics and things I am sanitized to. (coughing/sneezing all throughout the calls, mentioning little things that are related to my life, repeating things others are saying in my life too in the present, not helping me at all, making me do a bunch of nonsense, jump through hoops, make multiple other calls to come to no solution to my problem.

   They play games and say I can’t hear you or the phone call goes blank and they won’t answer me for like 30 seconds, then all of sudden they are like “hello, are you still there?” And sometimes just hang up on me.

   This happens with almost every call I have made for customer service to whatever place I am calling.

   I have had to call so many places and work so very hard to somewhat repair and undue only a portion of what these people have done to my life.

   It really is like jumping into the matrix trying to complete things that a normal person can get done smoothly and little to no issues.

   I miss these days. Now even running an errand, like bringing the mail to the post office to have sent off, is hard because these people harassing me are literally everywhere and it is not only distracting, but annoying because a lot of the times, they make sure I am stuck at a stoplight, or cars will be in my way… it never fails, it never goes smooth. Everything is a hassle.

   If I am in a hurry, they will be sure to do anything they can to slow me down.

   Then there is the traffic mobbing. This is when I am driving on the highway and about 20-30 cars are watching me, distracting me, looking at you with angry looks and speeding off while they continue to give you a look from hell.

   This is terrifying because at any second they can try to cause you an accident or run you off the road.

   Brightening….

   This happens to me as well when driving.

   What I mean by “brightening” is when you are on a one way and all the cars coming toward you will be sure to keep their brights on to blind you and it is not just one or two cars. There can be a whole line of them, one after another. You can only imagine how distracting and dangerous this can be.

   Before I was aware of my targeting, when the brightening began happening to me, I thought I was going crazy, I would panic the whole way to my destination.

   This was when I started to start spiraling into a matrix of confusion. And I couldn’t figure out who was doing what to me.

   Where was it all coming from?

   At this point in time, I was in the middle of me having a nervous breakdown and confused as to why all of a sudden bad things were happening, in such a short amount of time.

   After that post I posted on Facebook about my targeting…. my family and “friends” got hostile with me and treated me like shit.

   I know why now… because they knew what was and is happening to me, they are all actively involved in my targeting.

   They knew for years. They acted for years and I never even thought anything was going on during this time.

   Even my grandparents play along. I feel so lost and helpless. I feel as if I discovered I was never truly loved and they never did care for me.

   Once my head clicked, I looked back all throughout my life and I was always put down and no one ever stood up for me or even showed me love. But I never processed that as a child.

   It is almost like when I was a kid, I did not know that it was abuse or that my own family never showed me any love or did I receive any emotional support from them. Then I realized that is why I am unable to handle my emotions like an adult and that the way I acted or handled stressful situations were not only immature, but embarrassing for me to look back on. It was like I gained full self-awareness.

   Looking back, all throughout my life, it seems like, my family would break sad or bad news to me and wait for my reaction, but never support me emotionally.

   It was like they enjoyed seeing me hurt and did not care that I would grieve with not only no support, but them looking at me and being upset that I was only thinking of myself and not their feelings.

   But they were the adults!

   I was the child.

   It is no wonder I was an emotional mess my whole life.

   The people that were supposed to help me grow, thrive and guide me into adulthood, made it seem that is was my responsibility as a child to take on their sadness and faults.

   WTF?!

   It took me 28 years to realize this?!

   I had to deal with all the milestones in my life myself.

   Now my family wants me to believe I was spoiled and never respected any of them as a kid.

   They tell me I was a brat pretty much and mouthed off all the time.

   Which maybe the mouthing off here and there was somewhat the truth, but honestly, a lot of the times, I was only trying to defend myself from the emotional and mental abuse.

   I understand we should respect our elders and our parents.

   But that goes both ways.

   They wanted me to shut up and respect them and take their abuse without trying to defend myself.

   This is the truth.

   Obviously this had a great affect on my development and mind.

   It has followed me all the way to my adult life.

   It was like I was an experiment, for real, that is how it feels looking back at all the weird things that happened throughout my life.

   It was like it all was planted and planned to be there.

   I was the outcast in the family.

   Before I realized the truth and why my family was the way they were to me my whole life…. It felt like a shield on my mind left.

   Like it was protecting me from the truth, that is now my nightmare of a life.

   Something clicked and I realized my whole life was a lie.

   Some sort of spiritual-awakening or something.

   My family gaslit me my whole life.

   And now they use the insidious tactics on me, mentally and emotionally hurt me, cannot stand my presence or existence.

   Attorneys….

   Even my bankruptcy attorney participated in the tactics and it took over a year for him to file everything.

   Plus he wouldn’t help me with trying to get my student loans included.

   Which it would have worked, due to the extreme financial hardship I am going through due to my targeting.

   If going bankrupt isn’t hard and stressful enough, for the average person, try going through it as a targeted individual.

   Anyone who has never heard of gang-stalking or targeted individuals…

   You can expect them to think that it is, not only some science-fiction sounding fake impossible conspiracy sounding nonsense, but also look at you like you are going crazy.

   This nightmare is extremely difficult for me to wrap my head around.

   It consumes me completely 100 percent of my day. Based of my experience and what others have pointed out online….

   I do not know for sure where the targeting is coming from.

   I am sure no targeted individuals have any idea and I am pretty positive, we will ever know or come close to finding out. It is too large and too many people are involved.

   Meaning societies could be secret, small/large businesses, stores, gas stations, religious groups, cults, community watch programs, citizens of communities, hospitals, doctor offices, even children believe it or not participate, which is extremely hard to believe and understand.

   Every time I am in public, or go anywhere, the world feels unreal, it seems like everyone is acting a part and it is so unnatural.

   It is basically like living in the Twilight Zone.

   I feel like everyone around me is no joke… programmed or simulated because all of the tactics are so seriously planned and organized so well.

   It is completely UNBELIEVABLE.

   I feel like they are all acting, which they are, but that is what I mean….

   Although, I know they are acting, it is so perfectly put together.

   Everyone acts the tactics out with no mistake…

   Following a very well lengthly, sophisticated, planned out script.

   There has to be some sort of well-advanced technology involved.

   Otherwise it is seriously supernatural and out of this world impossible to put together something so well orchestrated and synced to all my movements and actions.

   Everything they do is related to my life, my private thoughts or actions.

   Or they repeat my phone call that I had before entering the place right back to me, as they have their conversations with one and other.

   It is so well organized and everyone is so perfectly plotted for when I arrive to where I am going.

   It leaves chills down my spine.

   It is like standing in the middle of a crowded space with everyone around you going in a slow, sort of simulated way.

   Like I no longer am part of this world.

   It is hidden.

   It has to be some sort of secret society that is buried underground because the people that control this program are no where to be found.

   I am not sure how they get everyone and everything that is in your life to participate or play some part and have it so perfectly timed and organized.

   What these people that are participating in my targeting want….

   Is for me to sit and wonder, to connect things, to be unsure of who I am anymore, be on high-alert, paranoid, fearful, anxious, depressed, unmotivated…

   They pretty much want you to give up is what I feel like.

   My mind is constantly spinning and racing, trying hard to not only process the trauma and horrible things that have and still are happening to me everyday, but also not being able to stop my focus on it.

   It consumes me.

   You can have your beliefs, opinions or need to deny true victims reality and/or situation, but please for the sake of the people out there, who truly are being targeted by this program, it really is happening.

   I understand that, without knowledge of this program and its existence, for a person looking from the outside in, it sounds like complete insanity and crazy talk.

   And that is why it is so hidden.

   That is why it is so successful.

   I have read, that evidently in the 1970s it was supposed to have stopped, but it hasn’t. It is so well orchestrated and planned out.

   The tactics they use on a target psychologically, leave the most damage to a person, while leaving little to no evidence or trace back to the shadow secret government “conspiracy” program.

   Only the target can see it.

   The program is meant to act on deniability and it does a fantastic job at damaging the targeted individual and leaving little to no proof of anything happening.

   People around me and others I see online… ask the same question.

   Where is the proof?

   Who are they?

   What are they doing that is so bad?

   These questions are frustrating because you honestly can’t really get any proof.

   Since being aware of my targeting, the gang-stalking individuals that follow me in public, repeat personal things that are going on currently in my life, mimic me, humiliate me, dress like me or do something to try to gain my attention and get a reaction out of me…

   They are never the same people.

   It is always different people each time I go somewhere.

   And if they are in cars, their license plates are either fake, dealer plates or some sort of government state looking plate.

   Even if you do get proof…. you show someone and explain it to them like so….

   They are dressed like me.

   They say phrases that I say and made up myself.

   They mimic me.

   They park by me.

   They use my insecurities and weaknesses against me.

   They humiliate me.

   They come up to me and insult me (mostly employees of places that I go to).

   They repeat personal events going on in my life in the present.

   They know things that I have done in the “privacy” of my own home and they act out to you in public.

   Making sure I am aware of the 24/7 illegal surveillance I am under and they want me to know that wherever I go, I am being followed, but when I say anything about it, they never will admit to it. GASLIGHTING.

   The bumper stickers that always relate to me on their cars or try to put a message out to me so my thoughts start racing.

   The lack of customer service and respect from any place I go.

   Could be the doctor, dentist, hospital, grocery store.

   Usually when I arrive somewhere like for example, Walmart, all of a sudden the parking lot fills with random people.

   Fast food places always either do not give me what I ordered, mess my order up, give me cold food or they don’t put the top on a fountain soda or something stupid like that.

   A lot of times I am overcharged on my orders as-well.

   Employees make it so the self-check out I am at doesn’t work, after I rang my items up.

   Sometimes they take my favorite items or the items I was going there for off the shelves, so when I get there it isn’t there.

   Before I realized I was targeted, every time I went to the store, my usual favorite items were not there.

   Even if the weeks following that I went back to see if the item was in stock again, still not there.

   Even the stores in the surrounded area, would remove the same items that I wanted.

   I always thought it could still be the pandemic causing the issues.

   But looking back now, I see that those items were removed and hidden so I didn’t have access to what I needed and wanted.

   The tanning salon I loved going to for years… s

   Suddenly started bringing in temporary, random workers there that would work there for only a short amount of time and try to befriend me to get me to share information on my life. (I did not see this until it was too late).

   Or when I would arrive the closed sign would be on, when really it was open.

   I would usually sign in and request my tanning session on their app so they knew ahead of time I would be arriving.

   Also, many times I would arrive there and their “system” was down due to technical difficulties.

   This happened probably 10 times. It was all fake and planned out.

   When the system would be “down” upon my arrival.

   I remember people randomly walking around and it felt unnatural.

   There was even a police officer one time that came out of one of the tanning rooms, when the system was supposedly down and he came up to me and said what a bummer, huh?

   Little did I know that all that commotion, all those people, were all there for me, upon my arrival.

   It is scary to think they set up all that, just for me….

   LIKE WHY?!

   I know for a fact they were messing with me too because I called there when I started to realize something was up with the tanning salon.

   It did make sense.

   It was happening too much to be a coincidence.

   People pay a lot of money to have memberships there…

   How is the place not getting complaints about not being able to tan, due to the frequent system not working properly.

   When I called, I pretended to be a person calling from their maintenance company, wanting a report on how well the technology is working and I wanted to be sure that the tanning beds were syncing with their system.

   I started asking them random questions.

   They answered them with information that was completely the opposite of what they would fill me full of when I would arrive.

   The last question I asked, was how many times has the system shut down or failed in the last year.

   They literally said none. They said their system has worked with no existing technical difficulties or system failure for the whole year.

   Unreal.

   Then….

   My favorite nail salon I used to love and go to once every 3-4 weeks suddenly started acting out of character.
   
I had been going there on and off for about 4 years.

   They started getting rude/short with me and seemed completely disgusted with my presence.

   They definitely let off a vibe that, I was no longer welcome there.

   They did not have to say anything, eventually, each time I went, overtime, I felt a strong hate was being placed on me, by them.

   They would mess my nails up.

   But I kept going.

   Because I liked them. I wanted to give them business, even though, my nails weren’t always the way they should turn out, I was comfortable there, before I realized, they did not want me there.

   They also kept having the same employee do my toenails.

   This girl looked so young and she appeared out of no where. I figured it was just one of the owner’s kids.

   Nope.

   She hurt my toenail so bad one time.

   It hurt so bad.

   I thought it was an accident and I gave her the benefit of the doubt because she looked very young and I assumed she just had started.

   Looking back though, when she was digging in my toenail, she was also looking at me with an evil look, that at the time, I didn’t think anything of it, but I remember it being kind of strange… how she was looking at me.

   No matter where I go there is always a technical issue. I am overcharged. Something always happens, it never fails.

   Employees are rude and I mean it when I say it follows me everywhere.

   The dentist was horrible. They hurt me bad.

   They also used the methods I am sensitized to.

   The dental assistant left the room then came back and quietly said “hi.” And I turned and said “hi.” She then went on to say “oh hi.” She pretended she did not say hi first.

   I am guessing she was trying to make me believe I was hearing things.

   She then went on to say she loves the town we are in (recently just moved to a new town, the town I was living in grew up in was mobbing me badly, again…including my family and so called friends, I had to leave).

   She then went onto say she loves how the town has pretty much everything she needs….. besides a TARGET.

   She was talking in a very threatening manner, so I knew she wanted me to know she knows I am a target.

   Before I walk in to any entrance, there is always a bunch of commotion going on.

   Like the workers vacuuming (this is pretty much anywhere I go, they use the vacuuming at the front entrance).

   Or groups of people standing around talking about my personal life, dressed like me, being rude, etc.

   Everything is directed at me. I am treated like an animal.

   To a person not experiencing this program, it is viewed as a coincidence or just everyday small breaks and they look at you like why are you even complaining.

   They label you paranoid or crazy.

   Because so what right?

   You sound crazy, paranoid and stupid.

   And that is exactly what this program is designed to do.

   Make you sound and look crazy so no one believes you and the abuse and torture can continue.

   They want you to know; every step you take, every move you make, they’ll be watching you….

   No one believes you or worse, is sadly in on it….

   Because it is so unbelievably insane to think that hundreds of thousands of people; including- family, friends, police, co-workers, nurses, doctors, counselors, psych professionals, EMTs, firefighters, store workers, businesses, secret societies, your whole community, random citizens and the government would conspire against one single individual.

   What for?

   You would think who has the time.

   But believe me, you would be surprised how much time and energy is spent on me.

   So believe me, without a doubt, do not think for one minute our government wouldn’t harm its’ own citizens.

   The government is not all puppies and unicorns.

   I miss the time I viewed the world as a safe place.

   Sadly, I cannot unlearn my truth.

   Targets suffer enough every single day, hour, minute and second of our lives. 24/7. 365.

   There is no break or relief. There is no more normal.

   I am not a doctor or any sort of licensed mental health professional, so I cannot say anything that isn’t based off my experience.

   That being said, there could be people out there experiencing situations that are similar to mine, that very well could be a mental illness or it is in their head and need medications for.

   But in my case that it is not the problem.

   How do I know?

   Because when you are being gang-stalked and are really a targeted individual, trust me, you will know, without a doubt.

   It is without a doubt, the most terrifying experience to have to go through and live with.

   I would not wish it on anyone, not even my worst enemy.

   No one and I mean NO ONE deserves this treatment.

   It is completely to a whole new level of inhumane, unconstitutional and a form of cruel/unusual punishment that should in no way, shape or form exist.

   I am unable to identify exactly why this program is assigned to certain individuals, but for me I believe it is because I am a nobody.

   Or maybe opportunity.

   I fit the profile to be a good target to either get rid of, drive insane or experiment on.

   I fit the perfect profile to be put in this program.

   I was naive, vulnerable, not close with my distant, dysfunctional and toxic family members, none of which were ever able to get along.

   Adults couldn’t settle their differences for the kids.

   Which was sad.

   I believe though that a lot of my life everyone was acting out a part.

   Which is the most frustrating and confusing part of this all.

   I believe I have been a target my whole life, but I just became aware and awake to the nightmare about 8 months ago.

   No friends.

   I had friends, but they slowly started fading away and losing contact with me.

   I believe now, every friend I ever had for sure was there to befriend me, play with my head, monitor, spy or gain information on me so that when I was all the way broken down they could exploit me.

   Then turn around and use my reactions and beliefs as to why they vanished from my life so suddenly.

   They were never really my friends.

   Then I start to realize throughout these “friendships” they would emphasize with my feelings to a whole new level.

   But then do things that true friends would never do, but I always looked at it as no big deal.

   It was abuse the whole time and I never realized it.

   They would go from putting me on a pedestal, emphasizing with my life, devaluing, then bringing me up again.

   Now they all discarded me and treat me like the world’s worst human.

   They also do the gang-stalking tactics everyone else is doing to me.

   It is like all my friends, family, former co-workers, neighbors, my doctor, my counselor, my exes and random people all followed a strict scrip and it panned out so well.

   I look back and every job I had, there would be random workers that would come from temp agencies, or from other facilities associated with the companies I worked for.

   There also would be people that would come in and work, that were way over-qualified for the job and I never realized it, but looking back it does not make any sense as to why they were there.

   They came from working in ICUs and hospitals to being a CNA in senior living facilities.

   And everyone of them befriended me and wanted to be best friends.

   They all gaslight me now if I reach out, play the gang-stalking tactics or just completely ignore me.

   Most have blocked me and turned cold on me.

   I believe they were sent to spy and monitor me. It is the only thing that makes sense.

   I should add, none of these workers stayed long or quit shortly after I did not work there anymore.

   I now wonder how they even knew my life story upon meeting me.

   At the time, I did not think anything of it.

   Looking back it is creepy because when they first met me, they knew my whole life and it scares me.

   They obviously were given a duty and that was to befriend me, spy and monitor me.

   Because it is all being played back to me by strangers in public.

   My personality, characteristics and how I handled situations on the job… all being played back to me by these random strangers that follow me everywhere and the employees of the places I go to.

   It freaks me out because sometimes, I feel they play my thoughts out in public too.

   It has happened too many times to just be coincidental….

   If I never spoke my thoughts….

   How in the world are they replaying what I think and sometimes what I see and I do not speak of either.

   Why?

   Why punish someone for whatever reason it is that the person finds themselves thrown into a matrix of fear and helplessness?

   I am a real targeted individual.

   I still have yet to find another true targeted individual online somewhere.

   I am desperate to find someone that truly is experiencing this hell on earth.

   It is frustrating, irritating, demonic, isolating, scary, confusing and overall devastating.

   I need to connect with someone that is experiencing this form of torture. As a victim, it seems there is no way out.

   It really is the worst possible outcome a person can awaken to.

   I have no one, not a single soul in my life, they were always involved.

   This has completely took over my life and destroyed it overtime.

   My mind constantly is focused on why, how, when, who and where this all started to take place.

   I am not sure when my targeting started.

   But I believe I was monitored since birth.

   Why do I believe this?

   Looking back at my childhood, my teenage years and all the way to the present, strange occurrences happened throughout my whole life that at the time, I just believed it to be my life and nothing more.

   My family seriously is abusing me badly.

   They ruined all my clothes and all my belongings I worked hard for throughout my life to have.

   I got kicked out of my apartment for no reason. The landlord was involved and harassed me and neglected my maintenance requests.

   It was a new company that took over and they blamed me for all the damages that were already there when they took over because they never came in and inspected my apartment, like they did everyone else.

   When the new company took over they overcharged me and my utilities were out of this world expensive.

   Like the city was screwing with me. They definitely wanted me out of town and bad.

   When the new company took over, most of the people left the building suddenly and then came the real gang-stalkers….

   These people were random, some would come and go all the time, driving really expensive cars, some never stayed there and when they were home, it was like they were synced into my life.

   When I would leave, one of them would leave. Or when I arrived home, one would arrive home as-well.

   They would cough or sneeze when I walked into the building, make a bunch of noise, so I knew it was directed at me.

   The police department was highly involved. They did street theater intensively when I started to awake to this nightmare.

   I mean ambulances outside my building, cops, sheriffs, playing out skits around my apartment, trying to get my attention.

   They even did a fake 911 hoax call, that someone shot their parents. They did a 30 second news cast about it and it was sent to me right away.

   It was directed at me, to make me believe they were going to blame me.

   To drive me out of town and create anxiety and paranoia.

   This was right before I was going to the doctor and of course when I got to the doctor I was anxious, scared and confused.

   She wrote in her dictation note that at the appointment that was supposed to be a physical that she believes I am delusional, imagining things and paranoid.

   She has been my doctor for 14 years and that appointment was like no other… she was rude and mean. And very dismissive of my concerns.

   On top of that she started playing in on the gang-stalking tactics…. To get me in even more of an up roar.

   When I was suddenly kicked out of my apartment, without a valid reasoning besides they are not renewing the lease to me.

   I stored my stuff at my moms and they ruined and pawned off my stuff.

   I found out my ex boyfriend of 7 years was a joke.

   He was there to start the downward spiral of my life.

   He is a psychopath and never knew it until recently.

   He got out of prison and my mom let him stay with her and my step-dad and would not let me stay there.

   I went to a crisis center to get away from all the abuse and it was horrifying there. I was mobbed, mimicked, bullied and harassed.

   This included the employees there.

   These people came in full force 3 years ago when I lost my dad (I believe he was killed by this program, no doubt about it, but I will not go into details).

   During this time I was fired at both my jobs, my dog was badly attacked, no one would help me.

   I did not realize that all this bad luck was connected and had a sinister reasoning and agenda.

   Then the cops randomly showing up at my door bullying me, trying to be my friend, and would randomly come at odd hours of the night saying someone called in for a welfare check (no one did).

   I was a target then and did not even know.

   Sometimes they would come and rip me off my couch and put me in handcuffs and throw me in the loony bin for no reason at all, against my will.

   For three years I was community mobbed and stalked covertly.

   Gaslit…….

   By neighbors.

   Store employees.

   The police.

   My friends and family.

   When I started to experience weird occurrences. There would be police swarming the vehicles I was in at all times.

   The police and EMS set up street theater. Claiming people died. Or drug overdose. It was all pretend. SO much more.

   The worst is everyone, including my friends and family use my dads passing against me because they know it hurts the most.

   They will say phrases that he used to say in sentences so it is disguised, but at the same time clear enough for me to realize they are trying to hurt me by saying it.

   Or playing songs they know make me cry that are from my dad’s funeral.

   I now live in a town that is actively participating in my targeting and it is so much to take on.

   My apartment building people are in on it too.

   It sucks there is absolutely no escape.

   I have been blacklisted and mobbed at the last job I had and then set-up.

   Sadly, my own mother was involved.

   My mom is a narcissist and she acts like she hates me and always has.

   My dad was my only support and he is gone.

   I am all alone.

   I am scared.

   Confused.

   Lost.

   Betrayed.

   And my mind does not give me a break.

   Again even my counselor is involved.

   She used dark psychology on me for 8 years.

   She acted professional for 8 years, then all of a sudden she is unprofessional, mean, rude, and corrupt.

   She is using me as her narcissist supply. No f***ing joke.

   This is why I have a feeling this was all planned out for years.

   Probably my whole life.

   All the events throughout my life, all the people that came into my life, fit into the puzzle perfectly.

   I am stressed and anxious 24/7.

   I am losing my hair and short term memory.

   My mind is filled with intrusive thoughts and I am afraid I am going to lose my sanity.

   Because everyone messes with my head. There is no one to confine in. No one on my side.

   I am heartbroken to say the least.

   All the known stalkers that were in my life and I know personally are all narcissistic or sadistic in someway.

   Or use dark religion.

   They consist of my exes, my family and so called friends I have had my whole life.

   No one was real.

   Everyone psychologically manipulated my mind and played with my head.

   Once I realized what was going on, I had lost everything.

   It was too late.

   I also realized my mom is a narcissist and she mentally and emotionally abused me my whole life.

   Never even realized it.

   It explains why I was so insecure, silent and chose people to be in my life that reflected on what she was.

   So I chose the wrong friends and the wrong people to be in a relationship with.

   Again, these people abused me and made me feel worthless.

   They also did very evil things to me that I always shrug off. I felt the need to people please all the time.

   And I chose people that made me fight and give everything I was and had to keep them in my life.

   Makes me super sad.

   And then I finally realize the whole time they made me out to be the problem or bad person….

   It was never me.

   Once again, my normal human reactions to their abuse was used against me to frame me as the unstable mentally ill attention seeker.

   When in reality all I needed to do was step away from these people.

   But I never seen the problem, until I was broken all the way down in the course of 10 years and framed as the bad person.

   When in reality, when I finally woke up to the truth….

   I realized I don’t even have the capacity to think the way they do and do the evil things they do.

   I don’t know if I was naive and didn’t see it.

   Or I just let people do these things to me because I thought they think the way I do.

   If I did something that hurt someone or let them down. It wasn’t to truly purposely hurt them. It was either because I was anxious or depressed, so I would cancel plans with them sometimes.

   Not to hurt them.

   They never respected the reasoning behind not keeping plans.

   But because I was having a moment.

   I always tried to make up for it.

   But they never accepted my apologies.

   They all disappeared now and call me crazy and paranoid.

   It kills me.

   There is so much more to share, but it just is too much to type.

   I am scared.

   My own family, so-called friends and everyone else want me dead or put away.

   Why else would they be hurting me this bad? It is horrific.

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7. Dear lady,
   Unfortunately your comment is too long and I don’t have time to read all of it, but I read some parts and I guess you are in lot of pain and you are hurt.
   All of us (victims) have the same problems and pain. Some of us have more, the other less. But what we have in common is the will to fight and not to give up. I wish I could do something for you to make your suffering less painful, but I can’t. My only advice is to keep bein strong and to live your life as if there is nothing unusual with your life. I know it’s hard if not impossible to be like this but from my own experience I know the less you think about this horror the better your life goes on. Please read my advice page: Advises for TI and try to follow them as much as you can.
   Wish you strength, health and happiness.
   Targeted S

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8. The whole thing is stupid

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   1. Stupid is too little to describe GS. To me even all these words together can not describe it:
      Psychopathic, disgust, insane, stupid, pointless, irresponsible, reckless, wasteful and crime.

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      1. Very nice contribution targetedS.

         The investment required for the perpetration of these acts upon individuals, is enormous. The objective is the formation of a domestic secret intelligence/military operation, like Gladio, for political gain. Violence for political gain is terrorism and requires patsies (the perps of this crime) for plausible deniability. So the low IQ, sodomite, rapist, pedo, portion of our population are are used, or perhaps owned is more accurate. These people all have control files, genuine rape kit DNA samples, for example, in case they ever develop a conscience. TI’s are defiantly on the best side of history, though it may not appear that way.

         TI’s all have share common characteristics. You are the woman I would have chosen to marry, to be the mother of my children. We are able to build a strong lasting high trust relationship because of these characteristics.
         This program by design selects individuals that would go on to created a strong family and in turn, a strong resilient society.
         What is happening to our teenage girls is unbearably for me to think about.

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